"It" has all been coming very easily to me, with fluidity and joy, and i continuously pause to marvel at the way life fits together piece by piece.
I picture my life to be like a magnificent and intricately designed quilt, with many uniquely shaped pieces and fragments of colour that are brought together through creative energy to form a piece of art.
I know I'm enjoying the 'view' right now largely due to the time I have had spare to spend focussing on maintaining my flow. I know through reflecting on where I can tweak and finetune things, I can go on to achieve even higher levels of bliss.
What I'm trying to get my head around is how it will look when when this new little baby arrives, because I know how limited time for ME is going to be, having the memory of the early days with my last two babies, and to be honest it's a little daunting because I don't want to be taking steps backwards...
I know it's about finding a balance, but life changes impact on how balance works... and life is so different from one day to the next with kids. After talking with Amy about this whole subject of maintenance, I've realised i need to make it one of my self projects NOW to put foundations in place in order to maintain the flow when I have my little one in my arms. I'm just not completely sure what that involves as yet.
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